Monday, February 27, 2017

Getting back after a long recovery.... yes very long recovery-healing time!

Hi there, what's up?

I'd been busy all these days. Busy with college and works stuffs. Of course college and work, nothing else. Ha ha ha...

No getting involved in any kind confusing relationship (for now) FOR I AM SO MUCH ENJOYING MY SINGLE TIME AS FUCK! DAMNLOL I mean it btw.

Anyway, talking about single, I am serious, I've never been in this situation where I really enjoy myself with my own companion. YES, damnhell! I am with nobody! :)
Before, I was really scared of being alone, and it was really frightened, you know!!

For I so much realize when I, later on, get married, establish a fucking family, I WILL NEVER BE SINGLE anymore.

Well. In your Single timem you can do everything you want without someone overreacted looking for you many times, or maybe going crazy because you need to check your fucking phone for every 5 minutes, or give your precious rest time to hang around with your lover, even you can't do some worthy things, such as SLEEPING! LOL

Overall, I gave thank to God, it is because of Him I can pass through that hard times. I can do my recovery and healing "inner healing" actually. I almost took 1 year.

On the last December, 2016, I found myself throwing back of my last Dec 2015, some remindings which brought me to remember everything. BUT it was really helpful because I realize from Dec 2015 I actually needed "break up" with the "him" but it happened in the last Jan 2016. OMG lol

Well my story looks so damn curcol and complex..... complicated... and weird.

In the end, Thank God, you already make my life so much beautiful. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CHEER MY LIFE UP. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :) 😀😊💓