Horrible

After such a long time I don't hear a word from you,
Then it finally came again...
You came up with words I always remember..
The way you type every single word, I always remember it all.

It's been almost 10 months, I can't tell a lie, I miss you so much...



I had no ideas how to reply his, I just answered every single word which came up from my deepest heart.
I guess, he knew if I was really happy and glad and excited.


before, if we were fighting, and I finally I said any words to him, he must reply "nah, I know you love me and you can't stop love me, right?"

and it is all not the same.

It seems like, we texted as two strangers who just met then it stops. I guess, I won't ever meet you anymore.

God! I don't expect any chance from You to get any closer to him even to get back. BUT, I just want to tell him that I miss him so much. I always do. :(