meeting(s).. for the very last time.

On the last Dec 30th 2017 was my unexpected time ever.. that was surprising me for sure.

The place was the the first place we met in 2012. I dunno why, I was recalling the very first moment after the Sunday service finished. I walked out, he walked out. He stood in front of the door while I was standing right in front of him around 2 meters, we were not introducing each other since there were so many people around us. But that moment led me to recognize his face until I met him for the next step.

Well, On the Dec 30, I was walking in to attend the Christmas celebration which actually HE WAS THERE! SHIT! WHAT THE.....

There was an unexpected moment, dude!

I freeze for a second, then we shake hand for... it was like for the first time as two strangers (again) met for (also) the very first time.

Since January 2016, I had expected to have the last meeting with him, but I never had even one single chance. I had prayed to God, I really wanted to meet him for the very last time, tough I had no feeling to him anymore.

On the last day of 2017, Dec 31st 2017, was the very last time I met him in the church. I said to God "That was more than enough, God. thank you." Two meetings for the very last chance was really unexpected and........weird.